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| Tide gently rolling.
I pace among my own consciousnesses.
It's hard to think.
Time is an ugly gift.
Don't mistake this for sadness.
This is understanding.
Life is full of bullshit.
Sure I could accept this at face value and move the fuck on, but....really??
I'm expected to accept that as this human I will never be the best type of human on this planet.
Money isn't everything Ian.
Well, actually it is.
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| After almost 3 years I was reminded of this site by a friend. I got it way back in 04 I think. It's interesting to peer into my past and see the changes that have taken place. All the thoughts I had. All the ideas, losses, gains. I was so emo sometimes it was unbearable to read. There are still several posts still in private, due to them being just awful. And I mean terrible. It's neat to see that Katie popped up a lot in the past, and now we are engaged to be married. Never did completely learn the guitar, but I still pick it from time to time. All that really matters is that I'm alive and well. I have myself figured out better. Friends still seem to come and go more frequently than I can appreciate but I understand why now. I have a true friend, that's more than most people can say. It's gonna be a long life. I almost have it figured out. | | |
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The release, let go. It's just peace here. In the rhythm we find our
groove. Set aside for a smoother ride. Take the trip, follow me. We
solve life, this great mystery. Moments pass, people live. Across the
vast expansion, man's life a passion. Let's sail across the seas of
wisdom. Search for some solid ground. Stand among giants, scream loud.
Life a butterfly, set free in wind. Find me wishing. Find me dreaming.
Alone in wisdom, sail across. Take escape. Let's go dreaming. Peaceful
self, is all just beginning. Find this. Find me. Find it, find find
find it. Through this breeze, hmmmm...silence in nature. Solitude among
friends. Here, go. Alive a life we live to see the peace between the
you the me. Mmm...feel the moment just hold it close. Dreaming,
reckless abandon. Rhythm of life, canvas of hope. Dream a castle. Dream
a life. Dream a time. Sit alone and ponder, hmmm, just wonder wonder.
Life a stone, skip skip time goes by. Goodbye my love goodbye. Once a
time this happened once. Watch it pass, no, live it past. Walk it
through. See every spec of color in every sunrise, sunset. Dream huge,
live bigger. The one the only, this life before us, torn. Distracted.
Lost between the channels. Find this space to be, so bent, so filled
with cruelty. But look around. Feel the grass. Sway with trees. Play.
Lose yourself in thought. Ahhhhhh...solitude in nature. Peace with
self. A day wastes, a wasted day. So much to see, so much to feel, oh
please don't kill me, this life I see, presented so clearly, could be a
pleasant peace. Follow me through the cellar door. Take you where you
know you. Find the inside. Find you. Hi. My name is Ian. | | |
| Consciousness.
Sub-consciousness.
Find life.
Find death.
Find me.
Find yourself.
Lose it all.
Let it all drop.
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